OK...

Sooooo....
I've come to the conclusion that I can't write. (Because everything i write and re-read sounds like crap.) I can't draw right now, I don't know what it is but I really can't right now.

I've also come to realize that drimking anytype of Enrgy drink, caffene, sugar, etc. you get the idea, does not make you hyper. But does infact fuel anger when your angry, to an extreme level.
Yea only because I was sitting in the office at Wendys after I had just finished can number 21, I started to crush it in my right hand. Ty (person i work with) passed by and took it from me, i hadn't realized i was squeezing to the point of jagged edges going into my hand.

Yeah...Ive had a real tough week so far.

Its a long story short, I caught my brother in law doing somthing he shouldn't-called the cops-cop kicked him out-older sis(wife) was mad.
perfectly understandable, correct?
Well this is also the same person who stole from my parents, lied, quits his job to do what he wants, doesnt take care of his family, spends mone on toys instae of getting a home for his family, and overall leaves his kids alone.
She sided with him instead of her parents, or her family, or anyone else who has been helping her the whole time. Now shes just being a spitful FUCKING BITCH and treatinf her mom like crap siding with him.

So far everyone in our family says fuck them and to hell with it, she wans to act like that, then so be it, were not helping her no more.

Right now im ok with it, far as I'm concerned I have no sister...does this make me a bad person?
I mean its how I feel.
Yea so Ive been mad for bout a week now about it an dhow shes treating my mom, and how she is because of him. I just told my mom if she wants to act like that once she hits rock bottom, and comes to her for help, i would just say no. I mean face it she made a mistake- wont admit it- so now she can live with it.